End of first semester

The end of the year is finally here for the first semester of my first year of college. This semester has been good and that's a plus but there is a sadness to it. I have made new friends in each of my classes When the new one semester comes on January 19 I know I might not have all my friends. ON Tuesday and Thursdays I have the same schedule as Nathan Gross, and this year we have become really close. I found out earlier that he got accepted into Beck for nursing, and I'm so happy for him and I know he is really trilled about it. I'm not gonna be able to go and eat lunch with him on Tuesdays and Thursdays anymore, not be able to help him or him help me with English stuff. I know he will make a good nurse someday but its sad that i wont have any classes with him for two years. On the bright side though I will meet other people. And College is a place to move on and enjoy life as it is.

Biker Men dancing toJustin Bieber

My Birthday

My Birthday is today November 16 So far im having a good day, everyone has wished me a happy birthday. Tonight is going to be fun. Jesse is coming down and bringing a dessert his mom made for me called coconut crunch and wow its so good. On top of that my family will be down and my mom made my favorite cake for tonight. A jello cake the cake is so moist its the best cake I have ever had in my life. I know a couple things im getting from Jesse cause it slipped out one night I know im getting a necklace and a shirt but there is something else that he wont tell me what it is. Im turning 19 today and it feels like in going on thirty. For one my body aches from all the sports I used to play. But overall my birthday has been really good for me and im pretty sure that it will be a good day, As long as I get to spend it with Jesse and my family.

Why do I have to be sick every weekend?

This past week and a half I have been sick with the flu. On Saturday I was taken to the hospital because I got severely dehydrated by the flu. With that I had four iv in each arm pumping fluids into my body. They kept me over night and didn't get home till Sunday night. I have never been this sick so I was really freaked out at first. The iv hurt really bad when they put them in and then the nurse will snotty to my parents which made everyone really testy. Then Jesse came down but he couldn't come into my room because he was sick and with me on iv and having a low immune system with me being dehydrated he couldn't see me, but he did tell me he slept in the waiting room Saturday night and when I got released Sunday night he was waiting for me which made me happy. I just hope I don't have to go through this again this year cause this had to have been the worst weekend I have ever had.

My weekend

This weekend was great. I have not had so much fun in a long time, On Friday me and Jesse went to his sister's up in Livington. Its like two and half hour drive but it went super fast. Well before we even made it to the interstate we had to go through St. Libory. Right outside of that town there was a big wreck and they were air lifting people out, so we had to take a detour which took us back through the country on roads we have never seen before. Lets just say we were lost. We finally got back onto a high way we recongized. When we got up there she cooked us super and just chilled which was nice since I have never met her before. After that we went to an ice cream place that had the best ice cream i have ever tasted. When we got back home we all just laid around and at around midnight me and jesse fell asleep. The next morning we went to her church and then went out to this MExican place to eat. It was pretty good but nothing special. But over all this weekend was very fun. I think we will be going back for a birthday party.

This coming weekend

This coming weekend is going to be the most nerve racking weekend ever. Me and Jesse are going to Litchfield to stay the weekend with his oldest sister. For some reason I'm super nervous and i don't know why. I was not nervous about meeting his parents or his other sister, but this thime I'm nervous. Jesse said she will ask me alot of questins just because she is like that, but I'm like I am still nervous. I heard she is really ditzy to so that helps because I am over some stuff or so I have been told. I have this gut feeling that she wont like me but there is nothing to not liek about me so I dont know what my problem is. She is having a baby so I will have to be ready for her mood swings which are not that bad. Jesse said I will be fine and she will like me cause she likes a lot of people so that takes some stress off. The only problem is that my mom does not know. I told her im staying at a friends house which I usually do. I just hope this weekend goes good and no problems come up.

My Car Accident

On Tuesday everything seemed to be goingreally good that i went to school and came back. Well I was getting ready to go visit Jesse and i needed gas so I went to casey's to get gas well all the pumps were full and i was gonna have to back in this one pump and this truck came flying in so i let him have it. Well this car i stopped infront of was leaving and didn't see me well he just completely plowed right into my back door on the driver side. I got out and looked you cant even open the door or roll the window down. i was so mad and what didn't help is that he kept hitting me he didn't stop. The cops came out and everything, they found it was not my fault and the guy didnt end up getting a citation either cause he said he didn't see me but his insurance is paying for it all which is good. After all it could have been alot worse.

A new thing that has turned to be my favorite thing to do.

Mudding is my favorite thing to do any more i got hooked on it from my boyfriend and friends. Its an exciting thing to do and a way just to let go and dive as fast as you can just to get dirty as much as you can. You do have to watch riding a fourwheeler on the road and make sure that you are not on private property. Other than that you can ride your heart out, in fields, around ponds, and dirt roads. Its exciting and it gets your heart pumping. The best is when your racing with another person and you hit railroad crossing and you go airborne. Now that makes my stomach drop. When I go mudding there is not a care in the world going on. the only thing that comes to my mind is which mud hole to hit next. Its a summer time thing after it rains but I know that me and my friends will continue to go and mud until it gets freezing.

Summertime by Rascal Flatts

Labor Day weekend

This weekend went by way to fast. On saturday i went to work as usual which was not fun at all when i got off at two i went to jesse's (my boyfriend) house . we then went down to carbondale and went shopping for shoes which he bought me a pair or pink and gray nikes. Then we went to the DuQuoin State fair and watched the car derby and walked around and ate. I had a good chicken on the stick to and a funnel cake that was not even done. After that we went back to his house and laid on the couch and watched movies. i left around one in the morning. I was so tired i almost wrecked all the way home. On sunday we didnt do much. Jesse came over and we went fishing we caught so huge catfish in my pond. We were gonna cook them but didn't feel like eating fish.So we went and rented some movies, "Hot tub time machine" and "Dear John". He left around eleven. On monday which was Labor day I had no school so I slept in. That afternoon we had a big bbq with some family members over and Jesse. we played some football then my cousion has a big boat and so we went dow nto the river and hung out there for a little bit just ate some more food and swam for a little bit. The water was really chilly though that night we came back and just talked. It was a nice weekend and i wish it woould not have ended.

Does a Dad have the right to publicly humliate his own 16 year old daughter?

I heard coming to school today on WIL 92.3, that a sixteen year old girl had friends over till 2:30 a.m over the weekend, her curfew was eleven.  There was no alcohol involved just some friends together having fun, they didnt even sneak out or do anything destructive. Her father never once came up and said that the friends should start heading home or anything he just let them stay there. The next day the dad puts out an ad out in the local newspaper for his daughter to do thirty hours of community service, which he picked babysitting for her to do. Now in my opinion thats putting the girls life in jeperdy, who knows what kind of people will call for her to babysit, they could be rapist, murdurers, sex offenders etc. Will the dad put a background check on the people that call? You never know what kind of people are out there waiting to do something. Some of the people that were calling into the radio said that he has no right to humliate her it was not like they were dissrupptive or rowdy. Another call came in and said that he does have the right its his kid he should be able to discipline his own kids how he wants. My question to you is, Should the dad have the right to humliate his own 16 year old daughter?